Sunday, October 2, 2016

Confession time !!


 

 

 

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Hi,whilst I concede my enforced stay in Hospital was the best thing for me it is definitely harder to get out of that place than it was to get in there!I finally managed to persuade my medical team that I was better off out driving people nuts than I was in there doing the same so I was eventually discharged.Problem was I wasn’t quite free as I then had to negotiate with car park staff where my car had been sitting for 4 days since being admitted!I managed to convince them also that I deserved to go free of charge thank goodness(pity I don’t have the same success with speeding tickets!!).

Interestingly even though I managed to convince everyone including myself that I was fully recovered it still took the rest of the week to build back to full noise and strength. So what did I learn from this….when people who know better than you say to take it easy….they are 100% right!

Fletcher reckons; he should have been allowed to stay home from Daycare to assist with Dads recovery….yeah right!......his generous offer was respectfully declined.

It was however amazingly good to be home!!

Thanks for the feedback and kind words regarding edition 350 and my illness I appreciate it greatly.

I hope you are looking after yourselves and your families before anything else and using that commitment and security as the basis to have an ‘Upbeat’ and positive week ahead…Cheers Jonesey!!

 

Harry and the Hendersons reckon trust them to guard the house but not your sandwich! J

 

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“If you want small changes in your life work on attitude but if you want big changes in your life work on your paradigm”. Stephen Covey

 

I had a paradigm shift in thinking last week……so its confession time.

I realized that instead of being part of the solution I was in fact part of the problem!!

You see I had become conditioned to thinking that I was a positive influence and someone capable of solving issues and leading by example yet I was wrong.

I had in fact become so used to thinking that others were the problem that I found myself immediately blaming them whilst in denial that I in any way may be connected.

I realised that my first thought when something went wrong was to look for someone to blame and more often than not I held the same people responsible everytime.

Without consciously realizing it I had developed a negative attitude towards others to the point where I had lost all confidence in their ability to provide or deliver what I wanted or needed!

It wasn’t until this was pointed out to me that I reluctantly reflected and realized that by doing this I was contributing more to the problems than anyone who ever made a mistake was.

Instead of being someone who was looked on as a leader and a strength I discovered that I had become someone that people preferred not to follow or help.

I realized that I was restricting others from doing their jobs with confidence because they were constantly in fear of being exposed by my criticism,sarcasim and mental/verbal abuse.

How had it got that bad?, why did I have no confidence in others yet see myself beyond reproach and on this imaginary pedestal?

I realized that my negativity was holding others back and in order for them to gain confidence and grow I needed to stand up and be counted.I needed to look for things going right NOT wrong!

The easy thing to do would be to deny and dismiss that my behaviour could in any way be having an adverse affect on others and pretend nothing was wrong.

My paradigm shift in thinking has allowed me to see things from a different perspective and to accept that I need to change for me to again have a positive influence on people.

The good thing is I have accepted the need for change and have the opportunity to do it NOW!

 

“Its never too late to be what you might have been”. George Eliot

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